It didn't occur to me
that life could even change
this is not something that I wanted.
my life was perfect.
this
this
this
what is this?
I'm trying really hard to deal with this right now,
because I have no idea what is even going on.
The sky is red, people seem to be handling it all differently.
Currently I'm residing within my barricaded room.
I tried calling my girlfriend, but she didn't answer.
She could be dead for all I know.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.
Just why?
Part of me wishes death
Part of me wishes life
the only thing i know for certain
is that neither will come true.
